***

Do I love you because you're beautiful,

or are you beautiful be cause I love you?

Am I making believe what I see in you

A man to perfect to be really true?

Do I want you because you're wonderful

or are you wonderful because I want you?

Are you the sweet invention of a lover's dream

or are you really as beautiful as you seem?

***

IF YOU ONLY KNEW

I can't seem to find the right words to say,

To tell you that I feel this way

I want you what can I do,

To make you want me next to you

If you look at me you'll understand,

All I want is to hold your hand

I felt this way oh for so long,

And it hurts me that I don't belong

Wanting you to want me its all a dream,

My heartaches I just want to scream

I smile and laugh just thinking of you,

Together here I wish it were true

I always imagine of your gentle touch,

If only you knew that I felt this much

Not being with you I'm falling apart

Cause I don't know how to get your heart

If you could only see the love in my eyes,

Of all those nights when I sat and cried

Just look at me I'm standing right here,

Just call out my name and I'll be there

How long the wait I do not know,

But when that day comes I'll let it show

if only you knew my feelings for you,

I'll stay hopeful you'll feel the same way too

***

Falling... falling... Falling...

Into a deep hole...

Filled with blackness...

And sorrow...

Everything seems hopeless...

Without any resolve...

The littlest things hurt...

And the biggest things numb...

Somehow nothing matters...

And nothing will help...

But you try...

You give me a hand...

But I wouldn't grasp it...

You give me a rope...

But I wouldn't tie it...

You give me a parachute...

But I won't open it...

When it seemed you had nothing left...

You gave me your love...

And that stopped my fall.

***

Always and forever.

When nothing makes sense

and every thought is blurred

love finds it's way

and somehow i understand

i know why it is

and what must be

no matter what arises

or what happens

love will always

find it's way

and lead us to our place

our fairytale

when you look into my eyes

you view my soul

and see the love i have to give

it is everything i am

and because of it

i will always love you

for you have given it to me

in a world full of dispair

you've given me hope

a dream

a desire for something more

something better

for this you will always be special

i love you more than anyone will ever know

if there was a word to describe my love

surely it would only be spoken by god

for no person could love more than me

in my heart i carry you

and the essence of love

in its pure and simple form

all i have to offer you is me

and my love

though both are simple

i promise they are true

even as i write this

i think of how to describe to you

something i hardly understand

but i must tell you how i feel

so i close my eyes

and let my heart guide my hand

perhaps the tears that fall from my eyes

will show you my love

and how much it means to me

to me our love is everything

i believe love will find it's way

and show us the answers

to the questions being reveiled

i promise you that i will always love you

and i never meant to hurt you

i know you love me

i can see it in your eyes

and feel it in your touch

i promise i will never forget it

for out of everything in my life

i have earned and acquired

your love is my most valuable possession

and the memories

i have with it

will always be my fondest

life is truly a mystery

a puzzle waiting to be solved

although one might be able to solve it alone

the answer will be found easier

with another

i want to discover life with you

and experience all of lives mysteries

together in your embrace

i love you ...always and forever.....

***

All I�ll Ever Need.

To find you has been a dream come true.

A dream, a reality.

My love for you grows and grows with every new day.

I can never get enough of you.

I can never see myself with anyone but you.

You have fed all my desires.

You are what I love to dream.

How could I have lived without you for so long?

How can I ever let you go?

Love at first sight, that is you and I.

My soul mate, and my life sweets.

I only tell it like it is.

And baby....

To love you is all I'll ever need.

***

Forever Love.

They all said love wasn't possible

Not for two souls like ours

Never in a million years

We knew they were wrong

They were not us

We were in love

We were not bothered by the fact

that we only saw each other in our imaginations

We had pictures, but the rest was up to us

No one believed that two strangers

could be in love with one another

But, we beat all odds

We held tight to one another

Sharing our wishes and dreams

Never losing sight of the other

Now when I am older

I smile as I look at my husband

We knew we could beat all odds

The love we have, is a forever love.

***

I came on online to entertain

To escape for a moment the life I maintain

I played I laughed I met new friends

and saw life through a different lens

Then one day you came into my life

and I no longer saw the woe and strife

I saw your smile I felt your touch

I came to need you so much

We survived the fires of hell

Yet I found heaven in your arms

You gave me strength

And kept me safe from harm

When you are gone I ache to be with you

God knows I don't know what to do

I was not expecting to feel this way

Yet I wait for you each day

You are the dream I thought had died

These feelings I can no longer hide

You hold my mind my soul my heart

I offer you a new start

I love you sweetheart with all of me

I want you to know and my heart to see

I want to share with you for infinity

I want you and me to become we

A Longing For You.

Planted was a seed in my mind

That one day I would have you as mine

From where this seed came I do not know

I know I long to feel your tender kiss

Or to hear my name whispered from your sweet lips

I want to touch, feel and smell your skin

Caress it ever so softly and take it all in

Your love has taken me to places unknown

Yet I feel so entirely at home

I love you more with each passing day

I love you in every possible way

I cannot wait for our lives to collide

To hold you and wake up right at your side

I will be praying for the days to go fast

So that I might see my love at last

So know in your heart there is someone who cares

Whose love for you will never wear

Who will love you forever and unconditionally

And that the someone who loves you

Is me

***

All Of Me

What do I know about you

except words on a screen

a voice on the phone

to you, what do they mean?

I�ve never seen you face to face

never felt your tender touch

I�ve only touched you in my dreams

but it seems real, just as much.

I�ve been in love before

felt my heart quicken with desire

but, never has it felt like this

with you, my heart, my fire.

You�re in my soul, in my heart

but one question, if I may

who are you, my mysterious love

answer me this today.

I�m willing to give you

my soul, my body, my heart

but, I�m not looking for a fling

you must know this from the start.

I won't give you everything

if your heart's not in this

even though i already know

all of what i would miss.

You say that you love me

what does that mean to you

I know you care about me

but, do you want commitment, too?

It�s been such a short time

forever may not be near

but, you can tell me one thing

where do we go from here?

***

Deeply in Love With You.

The enchanting pools of your brown eyes

Can melt me all the way

Your charming personality does

Warm my every day

No heavenly angel could ever match

Your beauty and dear soul

My heart keeps pounding every day

It's under your control

You are my soul mate and my friend

So lovely and so sweet

I think about you night and day

You make my life complete

And honey I can't hold it in

My heart wants you to hear

My love's so strong and I must say

To me you are so dear

Forever is a long, long time

But I can tell you true

I'll spend eternity, even more